Paul Hurley:
Forum: Daniel's Practice Hut
>Hi. I'm nrew here.
Hi Paul I'm new here too -
>I was wondering if someone could comment on the following for me. Kundalini has been running in me for about four years. >Meditation is often characterised by powerful 'kryas' accompanied my spontaneous imagery of various kinds and visitation be various archetypal beings that initiate and complete various healings and changes in consciousness. A few months ago I crossed the A&P for the first time. It began with a sudden electification of the body followed by two bumps or inteference patterns on the out breath.
I get those bumbs as you call them too. For me they occur - I don't know which breath direction they happened on - when I hit the bottom of the degrees of the most refined state of consciousness, crossing over into sub-consciousness.
>For a week following this saw the re-emergance of old issues at a level never experienced before. Extreme anger, >uncertainty, fearfulness, high agitation. Meditation became very heavy and difficult for a few sessions but was intrigued by >the senstion of expanded consciousness. This then progressed to high velocity vibration felt in the naval area during the day, agitation and 'bumping,' a word I use to describe sudden kryas which crown in my head with lightening speed. Meditation calmed and became more stable once I followed the expanded consciousness. However a series of body changes and temperamental changes have now occurred. I experienced strong upper lip spasming, reisty body odour, stuttereing, loss of coherance of thougths and concentration, loss of motivation at work, inability to think straight or express myself. This was followed by massive disillusion with mankind for being so base, selfhish and brutal and a wondering if there was ever going to be an end to this?
I experience the energy too, but never have I gotten what are called symptoms. I am interested if you care to reply, what exactly you practice schedule looks like and what it consists of, and what kinds of old issues recur, what is the history of these issues? What typically happens for me is tinnituus, running an electrical current, and a neourochemical change which is exquisite, and soothing, serene. Then the energy starts flowing up the brainstem - yes the brainstem is the point at which I become aware of it flowing up into the cerebral hemispheres where it enters a flowing synchronization resulting in the crown chakra opening, with the top of my head feeling like it has been opened up, like a flower, I experience bliss consciousness. I get too blissed out sometimes to function well on mental and or mechanical tasks and short term memory tasks but seem to make up for it in increased empathy and increased socialization skills via making connections with others,
>Recently the following has happened. Previously high anxitey levels and anxiety attacks which I used suffer from my whole >life have vanished. Life long fine tremor in my hands has vanished. Asthma and allergies are gone and so too crippling >bronchial spams. Mind has become very calm and quiet. Reactive behaviours have vanished. The lip spasming has ended.
Most of my long-running psychosomatic illnesses have gone away too. It looks like you have come out of it okay. I'm looking for answers too.
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Maybe someone who has been on this site for a while can help with your inquiry. I have many questions about why some people get more symptoms than others, and why the range of extra experiences like OOB & etc. seems to vary widely