| | I have tried weed on a number of occasions.
Before I got my first depression/dark night, it made me uneasy, and made it harder to think.
During my first dark night, it turned my head into an explosive nightmare of inner chatter which prevented me from being able to process what was happening around me. Also, since this dark night smoking 1/3 of a joint of weed can be as powerful as an LSD trip, but in a shorter-lasting, more unclean perception sort of way. Since even weed is this powerful, I never risked taking anything stronger.
Then I had some sporadic use, every time tripping really strong and often really bad. During A&P it was OK.
My last experiment caused me a massive massive headache which lasted for a week, and I have decided to quit until I get arhatship or so. |