Thanks, I Thanks for your input, I didn't want to come off as too confrontational with my wording, it's all over the place today. I am not overly concerned about it being A&P or Fruition or a plain dream for that matter. I have had many expereinces of the A&P nature, and a had several that were fruition-esc, years ago. I am simply trying to sort of these things, with my knowledge and you guys who have more experience with the knowledge in the territory.
The totality of the experience and literal nature made me think it could be a fruition. I may not be describing the experience out the door correctly, I don't know if I could really do it justice, with words, it was not unitive per se, there was no time and no space, I didn't have reference eiither, it wasn't empty or full for that matter it just was and wasn't, my limited language is doing a horrible job describing it.
I plan to re-read MCTB parts, which I did a while ago, most of it is fresh in my mind still, but my disconnect is not wanting to fall into a trap thinking it's one thing and not another… regardless, this event is of little concern to me, it happened in the past, I must not grasp it, I am just very curious

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