Beoman Claudiu Dragon Emu Fire Golem:
it might have been your first real PCE... or a more solid EE than usual. remember it well. it seems to already have affected your practice for the better, giving you momentum (more pce-like baseline) - use that to build even more momentum.
this thread might be good to read through
Fascinating thread. Thanks.
Whatever is going on, it's still going on.
I get this sense of pressure in that area of my neck, and I begin to get more and more spaced out. In a good way. Like when you get the biggest relief of your life, all previous stress disappears, and you sink down into the couch and just.... space out.
Also, I feel very little. Just spaced out and released from a lot of emotional stuff. This seems to deepen. And instead of focusing on the world, I notice a lack of focus and deep physical relaxation.
And when I do look at the world when I have to, I experience it more directly.
It feels right somehow. Everything feels good. At least at times.
If these are bits and pieces of what life is like in actual freedom, I'm looking forward to it!