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Dealing with the Dark Night

4-Month Retreat Report (IMS Forest Refuge/Retreat Center)

Much respect for monks.

RE: 4-Month Retreat Report (IMS Forest Refuge/Retreat Center)
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12/5/12 5:36 PM as a reply to Be Free Now.
I wish I could help, but I don't usually let my balls get that full.

RE: 4-Month Retreat Report (IMS Forest Refuge/Retreat Center)
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12/5/12 5:58 PM as a reply to Be Free Now.
I don't think something like that ever happened to me, there were some instances in which my balls felt bigger.
Some questions that may help:

1 - Do you ever have a night release? (when you ejaculate during a dream, usually waking up when it's happening)
2 - Did you see any pornographic material? Have you been looking at other woman in a sexual way or having erotic thoughts?
3 - During meditation, have you been putting pressure around the scrotum?

Just questions that might help someone or you figure it out, I'm not implying anything.