| | Hi. I very recently entered some thing. I hope for some feed back.
Totally heavy - very little bodily feeling - feels like I am weighted - experienced this multiple times as kid - induced it last night in a very straight forward way - recognized it immediately.
The overall sentiment - "if I let this encompasses me entirely, I'll really regret it". However, the feeling is "neither pleasure nor pain". Very disturbing weight / no weight. Would be disturbing if I didn't also feel very restful in this state.
Came out of it - was sad to see it end.
Induced by non-restriction of inflows above head - and it carried on from there - point of entry - temporal lobe area - cerebral cortex.
Couldn't induce it there after.
Wondering. Fourth jhana? Jhana, perio?
It was exactly "neither pleasure not pain". Had that quality where one might want to fear it. But was pretty sublime to be honest.
It felt "heavy". But very "solid". My body felt like an invisible, solid thing. Overcome and almost "invaded" by the mental fierceness of it. Hoping someone could point out the long term benefits of such a thing / pitfalls / why entry occurred as it did / other.
Thanks a bunch for any - any - comments. Please tell me if I came to the wrong place to. Appreciation,
Chris |