| | i remember seeing an object i could not explain, that had a sound like a buzz. i think it went on not as outbursts, but like a smooth state in a dream, then after, i think there are short glimpses of me wanting to go to the other edge of the world, and a feeling that i have 10 seconds to do it, then panicking at that thought, then that usually makes me wake up and run around wanting to die and screaming for deliverance, that lasts just about 2 minutes.
So its the weirdest experience that i had, and had it more than once, so it was just something that ive always been curious about. When I read about "formations", I thought it could be that. My intention is not that specific, it was just a reactive post to my curiosity and habit... though thinking, if better understanding or having even a general idea of what it was would benefit me in any way as possible. |