| | I have had the privilege of witnessing a Robin build a nest in the umbrella on the deck off my studio. What incredible focus and relentless dedication as she built her nest: hour after hour gathering and arranging her creation, and I have spent hours watching.
My deck has been my favored place for meditation. Surrounded by trees, but with a very clear view of the sky: spaciousness, clouds passing, noticing the changes as the sun sets and then waiting for stars to appear and then the great expansiveness of the universe. Using a single star or planet is a great substitute for a candle. Ok, so you get the picture and obvious references.
Back to the Robin
Once this Robin has completed her nest, she sits for hours upon hours without moving but completely aware. I have attempted to make her feel comfortable with me so not to disturb her, and I would not want her to abandon her nest, etc. Taking her food, filling up the bird bath with fresh water, and talking very gently to her. She seems to trust me now and I can get quite close.
I am thinking, this Robin sitting is like a meditation, one-pointed concentration, absorption perhaps? Yes, she is unaware that she is conscious, but how much closer to what we are trying to attain. I decide to sit with her. A kind of competition.
She kicks my ass every time.
One of my recent goals has been to sit for longer periods of time. This Robin has been a great teacher for me. "When the student is ready, the teacher appears." Perhaps the student just notices. . . |