Steph S:
Well it seems you have caught onto the fact that when "you" reflect upon what is seen and label the object (as keyboard, black, shades of black), that is a feeling. How about when your eyes happen to glance at an object, before the label of that object registers with the mind? Can you pick up on what happens right then?
I've had glimpses of this before but they didn't last and I can't seem to get them back. All I have is the memory, not the actual experience.
I know what it's like though, seeing the actual world for a moment, but then feelings come back in.
I can't imagine living in a state where no feelings are present.