I am pretty new to AF and not sure this will answer your question but I've spent the last 2 days asking myself a variation of HAETMOBA, which is going to sound a bit strange but its HAETMOBAA 'how am I experiencing this moment of being an alien?"

I read in posts about seeing the world with a child's perspective, or as though you are looking at something, really looking at something, for the first time ever. Going round pretending I had just been zapped into this body, had never heard sounds before, had never seen colors before, had never seen matter or shapes, gave the everything a fresh, unfamiliar feel.