Jesse Cooper Levy:
I see that, but I'm not sure what conclusion to draw from that. It's clearly a binary, which is problematic, but when one half of the binary is designed to destroy all binaries (practice), how can one view it?
By telling a story about it, for example? Write down what happens to you (or a fictional character) when confronted with the question: "what conclusion should I draw from that?"
What's more, I feel too inexperienced to write about dharma (directly or indirectly), yet sort of bored by the idea of writing about anything else.
You don't have to show it to anyone. Burn it once it's written down. Delete the computer files.
Also, where does experience come from?
But if you don't feel up to writing about the Dharma, here's an experiment: write something thoroughly un-dharmic. Something utterly, utterly not true. It must not be true, not even allegorically, or symbolically.
And keep up the noting practice. Make a resolution that you can write as much as you want, but you have to, absolutely have to do 10min of noting practice per day before you can write even a single word.
These are just suggestions. If you don't like them, don't feel under any obligation to try them.
Cheers,
Florian