| | Hi Trenton,
Thank you for your reply and interest. I've been meditating for the last seven years. I do about an hour to an hour and a half per day and note the rest of the day. My path has been very colourful and energetic. I had a Kundalini awakening about five years ago. In meditation spontaneous imagery appears that induces Kyras (spelling?) I have a journal full of them along with recordings of copious dreams. I have crossed the A&P at least twice. I"m not sure where I'm at now. I was thinking recently that I'm in re-observation as a very spcefic cycle of imagery and physical phenomena have been occuring with attending feelings. That said however I've recently had two peak experiences which have altered me permanently in a temperamental way. I am extraordinarily calm and relaxed now. My brain feels completely changed like I've come to the end of a cycle of some sort. I don't feel like my 'self' if that makes any sense. I'm very happy and very 'cool,' so to speak. But, I don't know if this is an equanimity experience or not. I experience my body as very ultra fine and constant vibration now. My practice has been centred around the Kundalini as kryas are consistant so, very body centred along then with spontaneous imagery. I have followed the breath a lot too. Recently, I enter into an altered state, like I pass over a threshold of some kind. The body tends to lock very softly, massive spaciousness in the brain. Very different to my A&P experiences. So, yes, my meditation is deeper than ever. As to awareness of what's going on around me, in a very still room I have none. Amongst the birds, I have none also, apart from when they get very loud and awareness of increasing light intensity as the sun rises. So, no movement at all of any part of the body. No fluttering of the eyes. No awarenes of the surroundings until the sound appears, which is quite sharp. Oh, and I am quite new here. I've only posted once or twice, each time asking if someone may be able to give me some advice and insight as to where I may be at. My last post was quite detailed about imagery phenomena, etc. I have posted before as my name here and Cartago on the old site. Hope this is helpful. I look forward to your reply. |