Beoman: HA! As always your words are appreciated and your presence welcomed

Patrick: Not at all! To be honest I'd be happier having this particular bubble burst as it would make things a whole lot easier for me but I completely agree that frank advice, along with a no bullshit approach and complete honesty with ourselves and other seekers is hugely important. I appreciated the fact that you took the time to give a more grounded suggestion as my head is currently up my metaphorical arse so giving me that consideration certainly let me get a better perspective on things.
I'll be taking a break from posting until I get some more clarity and hopefully be able to come back and say where I am, what's going on and how things are going. I've got more of a sense of knowing where to go in terms of practice and realised that, regardless of where I'm at, noting everything which can be observed both in daily life and during practice is the way forward.
Thank you all again for everything.