Hi,
Don't worry, I've resolved the stuff that caused me to write the angry posts.

I'm a little bit further in my practice and have come to an interesting point.
After using the AF method, each time asking HAIETMOBA I notice some feelings, but am primarily drawn to one thing.
There is this filter of observing the world. It's the filter between me and the actual world.
I know that once I get rid of this filter, I will see the actual world. Problem is, it won't go. If I take it away I black out for a moment and then it comes back.
Any ideas?