Dear Members of this Forum, I hope this thread is ok with you, it's intended to be a journal of my magickal experiences.
Shouldn't anything to bizarre. If you this thread to be offensive, impractical or whatever, please inform a moderator and have it removed.
I ask that you air your complaints here first, as I hope that is reasonable, so that I can address them. I wish to let you know that I am not trolling.
I thought I'd air some of my thoughts that had been on my mind recently.
First one: Evolution
According to the ONA the acausal beings reside in a higher dimensional realm. While we reside in a lower one.
Then I got to thinking, if acausal beings possess all sorts of power over us then what would it be like for being in our dimension to possess power over beings in a lower dimension? Such as the two dimensional or one dimensional.
Well it would be like images on a flat screen, computer games, technology, things that we do possess power over.
But I took it further, what if such things were sentient, in other words, what if humans created AI. Well that would complete the metaphor.
So are the Dark Gods really engineers who created a lower-dimensional life form in the past when they came to earth? Are they really at the forefront of acausal evolution? Are the JOS and UMMO Luciferians right? Or is Diane Vera right and is the whole LLF just a joke? Who knows.
Second thought: Possession
So recently I was possessed by a demon named Shugara (a Dark God in the ONA tradition), I actually invoked him asking him to possess me, shortly thereafter I had the sensation that he would come to live vicariously through me. But I had the notion that I was just inventing this fantasy in my head.
Well, it worked. My hunger grew, I had a larger appetite, was more charismatic, aggressive, outgoing, larger desire for female companionship, he seemed to help with dance, he seemed to help with martial arts.
I even started trolling a spiritual forum.
Anyways the feeling of female desperation which I had felt before got annoying, I desired to oust it. On a plane ride back home I realized what had happened, Shugara had possessed me. I tried to devoke him and the other Dark Gods I had been invoking.
It didn't work.
Later what happened was I got him to be replaced by Zepar, on the authority of Satan I presume.
When I asked him to leave (and this may just be a delusion), I got some sort of message like:
I'm staying on the instructions of your Prince.
I later asked him to be replaced, which seemed to work. One important note is that Shugara seems to MUCH stronger than Zepar.
I also, some months ago, asked Satan for the experience of Buddhist Enlightenment, he did grant it. I asked him to get rid of that.
So I guess banishing, to a certain extent, is important.