mario pasquato:
Read MCTB....then see what you think... -
Mastering the Core Teachings of the Buddha, an Unusually Hardcore Dharma Book, by Daniel IngramMy best guess is you experienced A&P and then got to Knowledge of Fear....Check it out in the book and see what you think.
I like to reread MCTB as each time I have changed and focus on different things. It's chock full of good stuff..
Good Luck,
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