Ross A. K.:
Sounds like piti (rapture) to me. Or maybe you've become "comfortably numb" you know, " my hands felt just like two balloons" !
Hey Ross - I am still unsure and wary of putting any specific label on anything, just beginning and still sketching in with pencil. I had a teacher to begin with and he encouraged practice being like making a basket - gradually building it up and if it starts to go a bit wonky you can unravel it a bit and smooth things out.
Haha - weird. I remember hearing this line of the song long after I had this when I was young and thought - yeah I know what that feels like. I have noticed that when I got this recently when sitting there did seem to be a somewhat "comfortably numb" starting point - the conditions were there but am unaware of the causes that lead to this? The stone like quality is familiar to. Sometimes things seem to be grinding rough a bit and then, all of a sudden, everything just sort of pops and flattens out instantly.
Ross A. K.:
Also do you practice or are you inquiring about actualism?Only asking because you posted in the practices inspired by actualism section. And, sounds more like concentration territory.
You are absolutely right (I think I signed in while in this section) - it would be great if someone could move it if possible - I apologise.
Ross A. K.:
Anyway I've had that stuff happen a ton of times. Sometimes I'd feel like a stone other times like mist. I would picture my hands having a bad case of fluid retention, swelling to two or three times there size. My all time favorite is the samadhi shakes though.
mmmm... Samadhi shakes - I have heard the samadhi fries are good too...

Tommy M:
Hey Serif,
Welcome to the DhO,
Hey Tommy - Thanks for the welcome. I have been reading (lurking) here for a while now and have been trying to throw myself in the water but to little effect - yesnoyesno - I can often be an enigma wrapped in a paradox riding a contradiction so want to avoid that if possible. There are pretty high levels of pragmatism here so dont want to muddy the waters too much.
Tommy M:
The homunculus metaphor, which you point to in your mention of "the homunculus fallacy" is merely used to illustrate the idea of, as you said, "the watcher watching the watched"; as if there's a little man in the middle of your head who's observing this experience. Bare sensate attention will allow that illusion to be seen through. Unless you find it helpful in penetrating the illusion of continuity and of self, I wouldn't bother with trying to align the idea of a homunculus with anything you'll encounter through samatha.
Bare sensate attention will allow that illusion to be seen through - I have wondered about this phrase. Is the illusion still there, can be seen and or felt etc but just known to be an illusion. Even if I know how a magic trick is done I can still let myself be fooled by the illusion?
On reflection the kind of rolling sensation seems to originate from the bodily sensation followed by an acknowledgment in "me" of it and then somehow the observation of both of those by .......? which then repeats like going down a hill inside a tyre - you see horizon ground sky horizon etc but in a relaxing yet speedy exhilarating way- does this make any sense?
Daniel M. Ingram:
The homunculus feeling is standard 1st jhana stuff, and, if there is interest, can be developed into a very strong feeling of it just by attending more to it.
It is part of the general category of felt body geometry distortion stuff that can occur in that territory through concentration or insight practice, and it used to show up often for me on my early retreats.
Daniel
Hey Daniel - Yes when the interest is applied it felt like winding up a generator and I could sit for quite a while with little to no effort. If I was to wonder about this though, when it happens, as it happens, before any thoughts or names were given to it, how did it manifest. I literally seemed to fall into it like a hole I didnt know was there. As I said above there is an overall laid back attitude and maybe a distinct lack of wanting, needing or aversion before I sit but this not unusual and mostly results in a tranquil sitting session without the "bells and whistles" so to speak. I have read many descriptions here on jhanas but am still unsure - are they a (by)product of concentration/insight, a tool to use, a stepping stone, or an interesting sight to indulge in.