Srinath Jellybaby:
Thanks a lot Rist. Can you give me an example of the sort of attitudes you take with you into Kriya Yoga practise?
I don't know what you meant by that question but:
My "success" story
i wanted to evolve very fast and then "figured"(*) that the best method is the simplest, i can just be and also force that same feeling of just being. Its not possible to do without relaxing and balancing mind.
Figured out that its part of kriya yoga not long time back..
and i evolved, and i still evolve.
It works. When you do it a lot, you will feel exhausted. and that's a good thing.
*When i am aware, then the time goes by very very slowly and that's unbearably annoying, i thought how it is possible to sit long hours and 40 years straight and when time went fast then i was sleeping/absorbed(not good either). There needed to be a better method i struggled suffered, i prayed/asked God and it worked, i got initiated(got insight?) or whatever it was..
there is no other possibility, to attain everything there is available, to see if it makes me happy. Eating everyday and visiting toilet everyday is very annoying. Working is very annoying, also breathing and heart beating and getting tired are annoying. Only thing i enjoy is only, being me, but i can't because of the annoying things.
My attitude will be there is no other choice but to do it and then i start doing it. Philosophy behind it is that when i don't then i am losing the game. I want the best method.