| | I do not have much time for meditation, and when I do, I am often interrupted by any number of things. This used to really, really tick me off. But lately, I have been thinking about gratitude, and how it applies to practice, and it really has helped.
I was reading some of the mythology behind Buddhism a few weeks ago and was struck how it is considered rare to be born as a human being, and rarer still to be born as a human being in a world-system and aeon where the dharma is known. This is often used as a motivation for practice.
On a more personal note, a few days later, I was in the emergency department with my wife (she was having a nasty migraine), and I decided to pass the time by meditating. I closed my eyes and tried to focus on the breath but the waiting room was too distracting. When I opened my eyes, I saw an elderly woman with oxygen tubing, sitting in a wheelchair, staring off into space. She certainly was in no position to practice meditation. I realized that I shouldn't be frustrated about poor meditation conditions because I should be grateful that I can meditate at all.
So, I made up a little mantra, or prayer, or whatever that I mentally recite after I sit on the cushion:
I am grateful to live in a time and place where the dharma is known. I am grateful for communication technology that allows the dharma to be easily accessible to me. I am grateful to have a healthy mind with which I can understand the dharma. I am grateful for this opportunity to practice the dharma. May I use this time wisely for the benefit of all beings.
It helps, a lot. And, I hesitate a bit to say this, but it seems like my actual, physical practice conditions have improved after incorporating this mantra. Less interruptions, more silence. Interesting...
I hope this is of benefit to someone.
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