lol. i'm gonna be a bit more specific then. about three or four days ago, i went for some routine morning walk, normal path, through the fields i love, (similar to corn fields), and i see some guy i've never seen before. i see him from far away, never seen him before, but he begins to exercise in the same way i just tried recently. so, i tried a new exercise, and now he's doing the same thing. in public, exactly the same way i was doing that exercise too, in the exactly same careless way i was doing it too. (the "i'm just doing my own thing" kind of way) then we keep walking and come closer to each other. i jumped over to the other side of the path, so he could walk past me more easily, but he starts talking to me. in english. why english? i don't know. it's the first time someone talks to me in english like that. but, i've been hardcore engaging with a specific english book about the dharma that same day, before going on that walk, so my english brain parts have been stimulated quite a lot. he shares a bit about himself, but he's way more interested in me, so he shares his age and says that i'm young. then he starts inquiring about some personal details about me, some thing that i don't like to share about myself, so i keep giving him vague answers, getting only a tiny bit more specific each time he keeps insisting on his curiosity. then he shares a tiny bit more about himself and starts talking a bit about god while pointing up with his hand or finger. he just mentioned god and we parted ways really quickly. actually, one detail i did not share, the first thing he said to me, after verifying that i speak english, was that it's hot. he also told me that he's native in that country, although for some reason he didn't speak that native language with me, and it really was hot that day. it was unusually hot and i felt unusually tired from the heat. anyway, back to the story, i continued on the normal path after meeting him. then i keep seeing some person on a bicycle. bearded man, smiling a bit too much, super joyful. i'm a bit weirded out, but i keep going, and i see the same person again. bearded man, smiling too much, super joyful. i keep going, and, same person again. well, it was quite hot on that day. that's a good excuse for reality.
