Susan Law:
Hi -
My experience of Tibetan meditation - I was lucky enough to spend about 20 years with a teacher who was in the Nyingma lineage of Tibetan Buddhism. I have to say that I don't know much about any other tradition. In my own experience, clear guidance has been very important. For a year or so, before I met the person who became my teacher, I explored different Buddhist (and other) traditions. I read a lot and tried various meditation methods. Once I decided that I wanted to learn more in the Tibetan tradition I found a teacher. In that tradition, a teacher is essential, in my opinion. Although you can get a lot of information from all the books that have been published in recent years, there's still no handbook type book that can take a teacher's place.
As far as books in other Buddhist traditions go, Daniel's "Mastering the Core Teachings of the Buddha" is very good. It is extremely helpful in that it is written in clear and ordinary language and it gives a whole overview of Theravadin Buddhism and enough practice instructions to get started with.
You said "im really an amateur in meditation,and this is my first attempt in serious practice." You also mention that you are learning from your reading. What in particular are you reading?
Susan
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thanks susan for your reply,
as regarding teachers,due to life situation and personal point-of-view,ive no intention to commit my time/effort into a guru/teacher-disciple/learner relationships.but if one can learn personally/receive guidance from a fully awakened teacher,this is a very fortunate occurance on one's path indeed.
my view ,as ive pointed in earlier posts,is that i just dont take/submit to any fixed paradigm concerning enlightenment and the path.there's much confusion when trying to integrate the various stages expounded by different teachers/traditions(for now ive let go of this tendency).agnosticism is my position,and no doubt to some this is quite "egoistic".as to how far i'll be able to go with this attitude,that remains to be seen .
there's much truth/merit in the saying ' the map is not the territory'.
so,in another sense, i can say that im drawing my own map,and this is to me,a far more satisfactory approach.
so i guess this answers your question ' What in particular are you reading?'
and pls dont take this as means im completely close to any criticism/point of view.do share what your experiences are,especially obstacles on the path(and this apply to all other viewers on this post as well,will appreciate your sharing)
my practice now can be summarize as this ;
1. deepening/heightening of " investigative attitute "/mindfulness/bare attention (this is the point that's being stressed by daniel/dharma dan in his book MCT
and
2. " letting go " - keep opening to the reality of here/now(i.e let whatever sensations/experiences to "show up unhindered").
on this 2nd aspect,thoughts - planning,memories,etc.. is the greatest enemy.
metta :-)