need some help!

benucci benassi, modified 11 Years ago.

need some help!

Posts: 10 Join Date: 12/18/09 Recent Posts
Hello again emoticon

Did I experience nirvana if I know from intuition not from thought that every concept is just a concept?

I really like to listen to Thich Nhat Hahn and he says after nirvana you have no views.
I understand aswell Eckhart Tolle completely.

I had this experience, where I came out with a dont know.

First there was an event during sitting not to describe, pleasant first then this tremendous release.
I started walking around and directly perceiving the three characteristics everywhere. But I was in complete freedom.

It all happened by itself.

After some period daily life was going normal again but I see much more oneness in everybody, talking is for me a form of useless stress and I dont know whats happening next, but in a way everything seems to turn out well emoticon

Its like a new learning process, emotions change, come and go, complicated tasks with a lot of content I try to avoid.

Lately I had experiences of white lights in front of me.

just watched them passing.

People tell me their whole stories and from my perception its just a story?

I have always this nose sniffing very short and people do it aswell in my presence, whats that?

I really dont know whats happening in my life emoticon

Am I shizophrenic?

Any clues?
benucci benassi, modified 11 Years ago.

RE: need some help!

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I understand Jiddu Krishnamurti aswell by the way!
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Jackson "awouldbehipster" Wilshire, modified 11 Years ago.

RE: need some help!

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Sounds like a case of crossing the Arising and Passing Away. The white lights are common here.

Please also read MCTB 4. The Arising and Passing Away.

Most likely not nirvana. Keep practicing.

Best,

~Jackson.