Some things have recently happened that have given me the insight of how I will probably feel when I am on my death bed dying Lol

And I have decided that truly what lays at the heart of my life and meaning is finding out "What the heck is going on here!"  

I am planning to check out places like Gyobutsuji Zen Monastery & Sanshin Zen Community both of which are in America for Zen practice.

For Theravada most likely continue with Ajahn Chah places but maybe take in a Mahasi or Pa Auk associated center or do the big trip to Burma! Who knows!

Maybe even check out the famous Chogyal Namkhai Norbu!

All in all I wanted to thank the great community here. I may be back some day! But for now I really want to get to the heart of it all as I know that's where it is for me.

Be well everyone! :namaste:

Oh, not me, I have it all figured out. *whispers* the secret is in the blue light!