| | Actually, about that podcast...
When I listened to it, probably every three minutes I actively cringed.
Addressing the specific topic here, not only is it pretty unethical to nearly out research subjects, like a pretty big no no as they go, as the possible people referenced are so few, the manner in which it was done wasn't fair or even representative of basic truth.
As he stated, it is not an enlightenment-o-meter, definitely not an arahant-o-meter, then he basically went on to state it was.
To give some credit to the poor individual who got called out, I know them, and they can concentrate. Much more than that, they can concentrate very well. Further, it would have been very easy to let the call out go, let people figure out who the person in question was, and let it all slide, except that this would also be unfair and promote sloppy science and somehow just seems wrong to me. So here goes more urine in this very small pool we all swim in, and I wish that the debate had been kept more private and not been made this public thing it now is, as that is pretty tacky, but likely will at least make for some good entertainment, which is what Jud apparently wants more than quiet, thoughtful discourse on the subject. So, here goes...
There is the question of what the PCC actually measures, which caused some of the most frequent cringing on my part, that and his notion that any effort in meditation is a bad thing, which is well, how does one put it nicely?
Actually, on my to do list has been to take the podcast in question and point by point rhetorically rip it a new orifice, but, given that the topic has been raised here, I will do a summary of some of my most pressing thoughts on the topic.
The poor semi-outed person in question didn't realize that the measurement of the PCC in the fMRI works by comparison. So, if one is powered up for concentration, as they were apparently, when the baseline scan is done, there will be no great difference between it and the scans during practice, as the bloodflow will be the same, at least depending on what one is concentrated on.
I spent 3.5 hours in that fMRI scanner, doing many runs by their protocols and some runs where I got to play, and I also spent a goodly number of hours wired to Jud's EEG both before and after he got his algorithm working for comparison.
I don't come to the same conclusions as Jud about what the PCC does and is.
Here's my take on the PCC: it is a switch that regulates the degree to which the ordinary physical senses excluding our internally created realities (like visualizations, etc.) are a part of our field of experience, so it seems to me. It is clearly one of many switches, as it would take quite a number to come up with the variants of what is and isn't a part of any moment's experience. In Jud's scans, presuming he isn't running a scan where the colors are flipped in that part of the protocol, blue means that the PCC is deactivated and red means that is activated. Decativating the PCC paradoxically means that one is noticing the ordinary sense doors, so blue means noticing the ordinary sense doors, and red means that one is somewhat detuned from them and thus internal experience, often associated with the Default Mode Network, predominates, which, if one's mind is not well-trained, might mean a somewhat dysphoric and vague internal experience not particularly tuned into one's physical, visual and auditory world.
I found that I could hold the PCC on and off at will easily once I got a sense of what it was doing, and that was borne out on fMRI and EEG studies. Don't believe me? I give Jud Brewer my permission to discuss my scans, in case he would do that and you were interested.
However, there were some runs where I got to play with the PCC and fine tune my understanding of what it did that really made its function a lot clearer. For example, I had a run where I thought all sorts of neurotic thoughts, and yet, as I was pretty deep into it, and as my default these days is to have thoughts generally incorporated into the main field of experience right along with the rest of the senses, the scan went blue, meaning PCC deactivated, which Jud generally associates with something positive, "good meditation", "enlightenment", etc., and yet the thoughts were very much of the quality of a cartoon-like version of the Default Mode Network.
I found that I had to detune the room and my body and the like to make the scanner read red, meaning PCC activated, and just concentrate on the thoughts exclusively to a large degree, also no problem once I figured out what made it go red. After that, blue or red, easy to just go with one and hold it or flip it to the other on command, all dependent on what I did with my mind.
Said another way: Thoughts as clear experiences in this space with sights, sounds and body: PCC deactivated/blue. Thoughts as just those thought-experiences with body, sights and sound detuned: PCC activated/red. Thoughts squashed down to basically nothing and body also largely detuned: PCC activated/red. Thoughts squashed down to basically nothing and body/sights/sounds predominating in experience: PCC deactivated/blue.
Except here's the kicker, the fMRI and EEG both measure things in relative terms, meaning related to one's baseline scans. The poor outed person in question didn't get the implications of that, and kept the concentration power on during the baseline scans rather than just relax and let their mind drift, as, well, you might say they had something to prove, which is human and understandable, except that they didn't realize that by doing that they totally made it so that there would be no difference between their baseline scans and their concentrated scans, as they were at similar levels of powers, meaning that the machine would show the results in question, meaning nothing.
Thus, the assumptions that one could take these flawed baseline scans related to the ability to relatively activate or deactivate the PCC and then extrapolate that to some degree of non-dual awareness or awakening is, well, academically really sloppy, and hack work (I am attempting to be polite) from a guy who has often done work a lot better than that and who I count among my friends.
To even say that something that measures the PCC as being activated or deactivated as some ultimate artiber of good concentration is also highly questionable, or that it has anything necessarily to do with how much effort one put into those scans (with Jud presuming that low effort is always going to be good) is also highly questionable.
I bring to the bench the case of another person who was in the scanner who had one of their more profound spiritual experiences while actually getting a run recorded. It involved powerful spiritual visions with profound meaning for the person, yet the PCC was activated, and the machine read red, which Jud would say is bad, unenlightened, effortful, unawakened, or something else pejorative, apparently. Except that this makes no sense. Powerful visions basically by default involve what most people would consider very strong concentration. All that the PCC being activated shows, at least based on my experience in those scanners, is that the ordinary sensate world of sights, sounds, body, etc. was detuned, which, as most people who have experienced powerful visions with the body largely gone have noted, involves some really high degree of skill in concentration.
I posit that formless realms by default would require the PCC to be activated, as this would be required to it seemed to me to get the body and sights and the like detuned. I posit that strong visualization practice that involved the body and ordinary sights and sounds to vanish would similarly cause his scanners to go red, yet still be strong concentration, just concentration on something other than the body, sights or sounds, etc. I think this should be formally tested by those who have those concentration chops and phenomenology skills.
I also assert, as did the Buddha, that there is not a perfect correlation between various degrees of awakening and various depths of concentration skills. This, actually, is a fundamental premise of Buddhism, yet one that Jud apparently doesn't believe. Furthermore, I think it would be good to rescan the outed individual in question now that they understand their error, as I will bet that the outcome at least in terms of PCC activation and deactivation on command would be very different, as I know a lot about the practice of the person in question.
Also, at the end of day of playing while wired to his EEG version of his PCC-o-meter, Jud was kind enough to let me record a full meditation session where I rose up through the vipassana jhanas and got some Fruitions. I actually have all the raw data from this as well as the PCC readout picture of the whole run that I am waiting to have the time and some collaborator to analyze, but one thing about it was very interesting, and that was the third vipassana jhana phase, during which the PCC was activated, not deactivated, meaning the scanner was reading more towards the red or baseline at least than the blue. Except, during that run, I was on my A-game, as least for off-retreat. I don't mean to brag, but my A-game is pretty good, and yet what I thought of as my best practice didn't involve the PCC being decativated.
It did give me some insight into the PCC and the default mode network, however, as I think that the third jhana involves some combination of switches generally that involves beinging the default mode network to the surface and to allow it to be awakened in concsiousness somehow. This is simply a theory, one that could possibly be tested in practice. However, after watching that run's readout I began to believe that the PCC is helpful for learning to concentrate on something physical, like the breath, like sights, like sounds, like the body, but not as useful for navigating the Dark Night stages, as those involve bringing awakening to stuff that is deeply internal, which is what those stages do. Except this doesn't fit with Jud's nice business model, which involves one simple product that would work at all stages and for all styles of concentration, which I don't think it would. I think it trains for control of one of many switches, and it is clearly a useful switch, but there are a lot more switches, I believe, as there would have to be to create the varieties of experiences we get in meditation, including powerful, concentrated meditation, and to imagine that any styles of meditation that involved an activated PCC, meaning a detuned sight-sound-body, are bad or not useful is really missing something.
I have this notion that, were I deep into, say, a candle-flame kasina retreat and able to get powerfully bright internal visualizations with a high degree of stability that the PCC would be bright red on Jud's machine, at least if I had gotten them with my body/sights/sounds detuned. However, I believe that those same visualizations, brought into this world, such as drawing symbols of luminous neon fire in the air with the room as part of the experience, the PCC would be deactivated/blue, as this physical world was incorporated into the experience, and so the PCC would be irrelevant to the degree of strength of the primary focus of meditation in this case. This, again, is a testable hypothesis, one that I hope Jud will let me play with after I basically publically blast him and his sloppy conclusions here and his semi-outing of my co-adventurer on this strange and amazing path.
Oh, and Jud's notion that effort in meditation is always bad: polite words fail me. I could make his machines go blue with or without strong effort.
So, take neuroscience research and researchers with a grain of salt, and be careful of how one goes about public claims regarding proof of the lack thereof of awakening, as this is a slippery business.
Jud, if you are reading, sorry about this. Perhaps you are just looking for some pushback and drama, in the style of Elizabeth Taylor, for whom it was more important to be talked about than what people happened to be saying specifically. Hopefully this pushback will lead to more care about things that should be kept confidential and with a bit more reconsideration of what your data might just be implying. Admittedly, this is just my opinion based on my scans and some oral reports to me by some other friends who were playing on those same machines, so not hard science either. While I like a good public scrap as much as the next guy, still, there are considerations of decorum in this small pool we all swim in that perhaps we should consider a bit more carefully.
May this help us all do better in these regards,
Daniel, MD MSPH FAAEM FACEP |