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Hello! Could you help identify the state of consciousness described by the short poem I wrote below? 


Holographic facade already encapsulates you

And you feel what isn't even darkness just beyond

What used to be your hands-
What used to be your hands?
Oh



Reverberating with the nowhere
Latticing through now

Reconstitutes my formations
Perhaps a little changed
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What is a state of consciousness? 
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And, I'm not trying to be deep and insightful. I just want to know what you are talking about.
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A state of consciousness, for the purpose of this thread, is a selection of patterns or qualities in the ways one perceives/experiences.

I admittedly titled this thread poorly, as the poem has probably 5 or 6 states of consciousness. I was just assuming that there were established names for the practice as a whole 

I'm thinking about refering to it as "seeing the sky."
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State of consciousness is a selection of patterns or qualities in the way one perceives/experiences. So states of consciousness are conceptual, based on how the mind perceives experience. So it's based on conceptual thought. So the state of consciousness of your poem is thought.
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Whether we classify it as a kind of thought doesn't really matter much, does it?
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There is just perceiving and experience, that's all that is happening now. Just seeing, just hearing, just smelling, touching, thinking. State of consciousness is a thought. And, no, it doesn't matter.
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Perhaps the poem is the best description. It may not be that there are some finite number of states of consciousness. It could be that there are an unlimited variety of states of consciousness. 
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Okay, point taken on names.


Is there reason to suspect that repeatedly engaging in this experience would be harmful?


What about using the reintegration phase at the end as a tool for magickal purposes?
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Tell us a little more about the experience. 

​​​​​​​How does it feel to reverberate with the nowhere? Sounds nice, is it? 
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“Reverberating with nowhere” doesn't feel either “good” or “bad.”

In the views I'm currently making use of, all that we see or seem (is but a dream within a dream and) are but pixels on a screen.

The pixels are consciousness-sparks: whatever appear to be the smallest pieces of experiencing which can be perceived in the moment.

“Good” and “bad” are both in-formation, meaning that they are configurations of the these pixels, consciousness sparks which are in particular formations, like members of a marching band performing across the field of my perception.

“Reverberating with nowhere” alludes to the sensation I get when more fully directing attention beyond the screen of pixels- when attention is directed towards what has the quality of darkness due to the sea of perception which stands before it.

“Reverberating” probably isn't the best word. I'm not sure what is.

That experience of reverberation is a kind of in-formation for sure, but it's one which seems to arise in direct resonance with the “nowhere,” as opposed to arising from resonance with other in-formation clouds. I think it doesn't have good or bad qualities because it doesn't arise in response to in-formation clouds.

But sometimes it feels like even the reverberation with nowhere seems so near that it is distant, like when patterned fabric is held up to the eyes and one sees between the threads with only the faintest coloration from the fabric which is now too close to your eyes to see. This is the holographic facade who already encapsulates.

The thought is that one could weave a slightly different pattern of fabric as the face pulls away. This is my current magickal use.

This means you could induce various “good” feeling qualities while reverberating. I've been doing this in an effort to change my instinctual reactions to aspects of my life. You can reverberate while feeling something selected to influence how your perceptual habits reform. 

Seems like I only get a slight shift on each repetition. It also gets easier and faster to get into reverberation.
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What is meant by hyphenating "information" to become in-formation? I'm struggling to understand the original question and the language it contains. It's probably due to my lack of imagination, but that seems to be shared by the other respondents.
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Apologies for any poor communication on my part!

I've been hyphenating "information" as "in-formation" to emphasize that anything that can be thought of is composed of things which are formed, and are themselves formed. 

I don't think calling it "in-formation" adds any insights beyond typical buddhist understandings of "things." For people with less exposure to buddhism, I hope that when they see "in-formation," it gets them thinking about codependent origination, rather than their mundane interpretations of the word.

To more fully explain the original question, I'm working on a grimoire which is mostly done being written. It'll probably be released in 2-4 months, but the ritual text and its range of techniques is already established. 

The ritual text is based around utilizing the technique I've been trying to describe in this thread.

I'm hoping to find out if this is an established practice somewhere, and what its traditional uses and precautionary guidelines are.
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Maybe it's just me, but using new words for words that exist, that can be found and can be looked up, researched, and adequately describe something (like dependent origination) seems more rather than less confusing.
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That's fair. There are 4 main reasons I do it. Increased polyvalence, aesthetics and grammar, as a form of sympathetic magick, and as a way to highlight that my definitions may be different from the reader's.

It let's me increase the polyvalence of a text, because I can take a sentence which would normally use the mundane word "information,' and then instead write "in-formation" to simultaneously draw attention to both meanings. Grammatically, it would not work well if I just replaced the word "information" with "dependent origination."

When I write "in-formation" in the context of this ritual text, I'm also talking about "living formations/clouds/bodies of consciousness sparks." It has in-context nuance.

It contributes to an aesthetic style which I enjoy, in this case more closely resembling Bottom's Dream than Finnegans Wake, though I recognize both are confusing in their massively overlapping clouds of meaning. I use these techniques but attempt to narrow down the superimposed meaning layers to just 2 or 3.

I feel that learning to engage with these superimposed meaning layers expresses how one engages with multiple layers of awareness when doing various meditative practices. These practices themselves can produce confusion in powerful sessions, and many of which are con-fusing (against fusion). This is how it can be a form of sympathetic magick whereby the mind of the reader learns to synchronize multiple layers of awareness.

Last, it lets me more clearly define my own terms. One issue philosophers deal with when they use concepts developed by other writers is that they frequently have their own spin on the term, or sometimes even completely misinterpret what was originally meant. This means you have to codeswitch what "hegelian dialectics" means when reading different authors anyways. The finger often points at a nearby star.

This is even more of an issue in the occult where many concepts are poorly defined, or mean vastly different things in different traditions. For me, I feel that I can write more confidently, without as much concern for previously held definitions, if I make my own terms, even going so far as to construct a language engineered for these tasks.
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So, I remain confused because it appears to me from your last reply that you're doing this word-switching and word-invention thing for you, not for your audience. I have a hard time imagining how it helps your audience, but as I said, this is one of my prejudices about communication. Isn't it time-consuming and difficult to define all your terms to your readers? Or do you not define your new terms and language and leave them to figure it out? Again, your first and subsequent posts in this thread play out in a way that makes me believe changing words and definitions is confusing - read the replies to your OP, for example.

Sorry to belabor this, but I find that some folks in the spiritual realm do this to the detriment of their readers, followers, students, interested parties, etc.

I'll stop annoying everyone now - carry on!
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Oh yeah, pretty much everything is defined in the form of choose your own adventure grimoires. Here's the most recent: https://alleywurds.itch.io/suburban-butoh-fu-3

I also keep an up to date reference guide: https://alleywurds.itch.io/vaibbahk-reference-guide

It is time consuming and difficult to do, yes. But I don't believe it to be more difficult than learning all the terms in a more established system like thelema. In fact, I believe it to be easier, because each of the main terms has its own little ritual to help you learn it. There are also games, dances, music, meditative walks and so on to help with internalizing as well. I've enfolded as many learning modalities as I can.

It is time consuming, obviously, but I don't think you can get around that when learning not simply a single mystic path, but a hackable and generalized system to charting mystic paths.

As you note, it is at least initially for me. These grimoires are written because what I hoped to find in the occult literature wasn't there. 

I'm writing the grimoires which I believe will be most to my benefit in my specific circumstances, but I'm also releasing them for others to use or learn from. 

This latest grimoire is the 11th, so it does assume some prior knowledge, though I believe a close reading of it by generally experienced occultists will introduce readers to novel forms of ritual practice, even without reading all of the prior books.

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Your questions seem sincere and well intentioned, so they haven't annoyed me yet, lol.
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Let's just agree that the realms of magik and dharma don't have a shared vocabulary  emoticon
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Lol, fair. Vaibbahk makes it easy to create an overlapping vocabulary though, being a generalized approach to mystical/magickal language construction.
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JW:

That's honestly not a bad bet, given that Equanimity is what I've been working most on in day to day life, though I hadn't consciously thought of this technique that way.

What makes you think Equanimity might fit the bill?
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Well, if you are familiar with what is referred to as 'Equanimity', then you would probably know better than I whether your poem is describing that state, right?

To be honest, it sounds like you are just asking for a simple answer to something that is not really answerable; I took a shot.  You said yourself the poem contains 5 or 6 states of consciousnesses, and I don't even really know what you mean by 'state of consciousness' or how those are supposed to relate to a poem.  I could describe to you how I experience 'Equanimity' and why that was the first thing that came to mind when I read your poem, but it was really just a shot in the dark.

For starters, I'm translating 'state of consciousness' as 'jhana', this is maybe a good place to start reading about them if you aren't familiar with that vocabulary:

https://www.dhammawiki.com/index.php/9_Jhanas

Also, of course, Daniel Ingram's MCTB has great descriptions of the jhanas and how to practice them.
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Yeah, that's fair. This was a poorly conceived thread, lol.

I've read MCTB2, and regularly practice the jhanas. I can consistently induce what I would describe as the first 6 jhanas in about 10-20 minutes, and can do the last 2 most of the time. This often involves falling back to lower jhanas and pushing my way back up again though.

I didn't want to just say what I thought it was from the start, because I didn't want to unduly influence how other people interpreted it. Perhaps it isn't even jhanas which are involved? That didn't work out so well though, and I should have been less opaque.

Here's my go at framing this in jhanic jargon:

"Holographic facade already encapsulates you"

And you feel what isn't even darkness just beyond"

Become aware of the bubble of perception surrounding you. This involves something like the 5th jhana with open eyes, with a heightened awareness of that spaciousness feeling as if it were somehow behind perception like a vast expanse without light.

"What used to be your hands-What used to be your hands?"

The first line is meant to depict one recognizing the perceptions of phenomena somehow transforming, but is cut short before one can identify what those old "things" would transform into.

The second line questions what those "things" are.

"Oh
…"

It is as if one's stomach drops, like the beginning of a roller coaster's descent, but now it is a descent into wordless void. I didn't want to use the word "void" or "nothingness" because all manner of things get attribute to those words 

"Reverberating with the nowhereLatticing through now
Reconstitutes my formationsPerhaps a little changed"

In the first line there is a sensation of this void, the nowhere. Maybe this is 7th jhana? Ironically, I don't really like pinning these mental states down to a single name, but rather prefer to identify the processes which create the states. The states are in themselves clusters of processes though, so "state" is perhaps a poor choice on my part, due to its connotations of being stationary or static.

The second line is my stand in for the recognition of this nowhere being like an infinite grid or web which is moving through and as the present moment, including the "holographic facade" from the first line.

The third line describes how this reverberation with the nowhere gives way to formations within the holographic facade. That is to say, the perceptions which used to be your hands are now again becoming something, probably "hands" again.

The last line indicates that the way these mental formations come back into experience might not be identical with how they were prior to the ritual.

This is the magickal use. Depending on how you throw yourself into the nowhere, and depending on how you fall back out, you can "return" with an intentionally altered psyche or perceptual field.

I don't think this is identical with deity yoga, but I believe it to involve similar mechanics.
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Oh yeah, pretty much everything is defined in the form of choose your own adventure grimoires. Here's the most recent: https://alleywurds.itch.io/suburban-butoh-fu-3

I also keep an up to date reference guide: https://alleywurds.itch.io/vaibbahk-reference-guide

It is time consuming and difficult to do, yes. But I don't believe it to be more difficult than learning all the terms in a more established system like thelema. In fact, I believe it to be easier, because each of the main terms has its own little ritual to help you learn it. There are also games, dances, music, meditative walks and so on to help with internalizing as well. I've enfolded as many learning modalities as I can.

It is time consuming, obviously, but I don't think you can get around that when learning not simply a single mystic path, but a hackable and generalized system to charting mystic paths.

As you note, it is at least initially for me. These grimoires are written because what I hoped to find in the occult literature wasn't there. 

I'm writing the grimoires which I believe will be most to my benefit in my specific circumstances, but I'm also releasing them for others to use or learn from. 

This latest grimoire is the 11th, so it does assume some prior knowledge, though I believe a close reading of it by generally experienced occultists will introduce readers to novel forms of ritual practice, even without reading all of the prior books.

...

Your questions seem sincere and well intentioned, so they haven't annoyed me yet, lol.


con fusing seems apt

annoyed yet?
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“The medium is the message.”
~marshall mcluhan


Hello! Could you help identify the state of consciousness described by the short poem I wrote below? 



Your discourse is riddled with platonism of various sorts, conventional, christian, neoplatonic. Unconscious assumptions of which your contentions are nonetheless derivative.

Let’s deconstruct “help identify the state of consciousness described.”

God alone knows what state you are describing, if any. “Help identify” is an invitation to identify one’s own experiences with your poetic expression. “Described” refers to what you have written, that is, some words. By “state of consciousness” you imply the description can be generalized, that your perceptions are not unique, that they vibrate or reverberate with similar experiences of others.

A rather common conceit that I do not think is well taken. All experience is unique.

Does a description - some words - of an experience convey something of its meaning or arouse a similar experience in others? Can people “identify” your experience?

Of course not. You seek validation. One creates a circle, and jerks.


Words can create only the fantasy, the illusion of harmony. What we agree on is conditioning, not truth. When one sees for oneself no validation is needed or desired.


Think now of your relation with words, and concepts. Beyond everyday experience is a realm of common ideas, immaterial and formless, which we all hold as true, like truth itself, or justice, beauty, art, and so on. Beyond this we have a large set of conventional ideas, like horse, door, moon, lamp, etc which we ascribe to objects and from which we construct metaphors. Through this “realm of pure ideas” we communicate and understand experience. Through these ideas we know each other and the world.

With me so far? Now try to grasp that the above description is all complete bullshit. That the ideas are an ever shifting sea of linguistic acts, all unique. No one feels the way you do, and descriptions are wholly inadequate.


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Terry: lol, nope. This thread helped me realize two useful bits of info.

1. The way the poem was written was way less comprehensible than I thought it would be. I'll adjust the way I express these ideas in the explanatory chapters which precede the ritual text. 

2. It realIy isn't the kind of practice this forum is organized around, so the expertise here might not be directly applicable to this book.

I must admit, I don't know where to find the kind of expertise I'm looking for, but that's part of what happens when you try to write grimoires that do things which are rarely spoken about (at least in the open).
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Terry: lol, nope. This thread helped me realize two useful bits of info.

1. The way the poem was written was way less comprehensible than I thought it would be. I'll adjust the way I express these ideas in the explanatory chapters which precede the ritual text. 

2. It realIy isn't the kind of practice this forum is organized around, so the expertise here might not be directly applicable to this book.

I must admit, I don't know where to find the kind of expertise I'm looking for, but that's part of what happens when you try to write grimoires that do things which are rarely spoken about (at least in the open).



    
What you have been talking about is not buddhism, generally speaking. You appear to come at enlightenment from the bottom up, ascending the spheres, reaching epiphanies as you go higher and higher. Buddhism and the eastern wisdom traditions generally come at enlightenment from the top down, realizing one's essential nature and then applying that fundamental insight to all things.

   Whereas, magic(k) is about illusion. The very substance of bottom up understanding. The twelve links.

   Buddhism is about transcending samsara, the search for enlightenment that only leads to temporary victories over the unsatisfactriness of life. Not the enlightenment of living the life of the gods, but the enlightenment of contentment, of equanimity.

   The lesson here for you might be the fact that people listened to you. Finding a forum where people are capable and willing to listen to new ideas is very difficult, good luck with it. But the medium is the message. Enlightenment is listening.

   Are you listening?
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Yes, I truly appreciate that people here have listened! I typically only find those sorts in small pockets and back corners. I tend not to return to online spaces without people like that.

A lot of what you say resonates, though I've more recently switched to using both top down and bottom up approaches in various aspects of my life.

Ritually induced incremental epiphanies have vastly improved the life of myself and others around me by eliminating my depression and anxiety, as well as helping me behave more wisely. It just makes sense to do keep doing that for reasons of compassion etc.

I'm also regularly meditating in ways which let go of symbols entirely, let go of all categorization. Am I doing that letting go by way of Equanimity? 

Maybe I don't really understand its meaning in this context. I didn't think Equanimity would involve losing the ability to recognize objects (as described earlier in this thread). Perhaps I'm blending some variety of formless state with Equanimity? That lack of object recognition just seems to happen if I really push whatever it is to its extreme.

It can produce a profound and gentle gladness; a different kind than the mania of a mind writing itself into being.

I'm winding my way through similar spaces, even if I'm not ready to say much about them.
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Hey, for anyone still curious, here's my current way of expressing the topic of this thread. Probably fair to call it "magickal use of partial formless states," and also "conception of self as egregore."

Thanks again for the help!
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What is it Like to “See The Sky?”


When I “see the sky” it is as if all the sparks of consciousness spread apart, and the nowhere, once hidden behind perception, is now the predominant factor of experience, though experience itself only occurs within the pixels of consciousness (the smallest bits of awareness).

I don't know if this is the “ground of being” some mystical doctrines speak of, but I'd use similar words to describe it.

Both words and consciousness pixels are of course “in-formation.” This means they are “information” in the typical sense, but that they are also in particular formations, like members of a marching band performing across the field of awareness. 

In-formation is inherently within the realm of forms, and thus falls away when one enters a “formless state.” If you don't know what formless states are, I recommend reading Daniel Ingram's Mastering The Core Teachings of the Buddha. Loads of useful information in that book.

Fully seeing the sky involves letting go of all categorization and symbolizing. When fully seeing the sky, I cannot recognize objects. There is no inner monologue. There is still sense perception, but none of it is identified. This is like a sky perfectly clear of clouds.

The “clouds” are what you get when your mind puts raw sensory reception into formations, when you categorize, recognize, organize. These clouds are made of tiny specks of awareness which have been understood by the mind as belonging together and forming a single concept.

The clouds are not perception. The clouds are what results from the way your awareness clusters around your perception. If you do not process your reception (beyond the nerve signals entering your brain etc.), then clouds do not form. There is still perception. You are not anesthetized, but there is no comprehension of what kinds of things you are perceiving.

If I were to see the sky now with my eyes open, my vision would blur somewhat. There are still the same patches of color I saw a moment ago, but there is no longer recognition of hands as hands, of a phone as a phone, and so on. (There may still be some clouds I don't detect. You don't know what you don't know!)

This applies to all senses, not just sight. The sensations of clothes and sitting remain, but there's no comprehension of me sitting on a chair. The tactile sensations which the chair causes in my body do not become formed into the concept of a chair. 

Note that, if those sensations became in-formation, were shaped into and then obscured by the concept of a chair, the mind would tend to “sense” “the chair,” rather than the brain's raw reception of our sensory nerves. 

Being shaped into a form, “the chair” (the conceptual object, not the sensuous experience) is like a cloud, floating across the sky, hiding a portion of it from our awareness.

When partially seeing the sky, only certain types of categorization cease, while others remain. This is like a sky with only a few clouds.

This is magickally useful, because those few types of categorization, those few clouds, become easier to reorganize without all of the attachments which come with the rest of your total perceptual field.

This is the main technique which the ritual text of this book engages with.

The ritual text is all about partially seeing the sky so that you can reconfigure your total perceptual field. It is clearing the sky of all but a few wisely chosen clouds, whose shapes you then manipulate into patterns who will positively influence the rest of the weather as more clouds return.

The specific organization of your clouds, your weather system, your network of in-formation, is conceptualized as being an egregore made up of all the minds who compose your hominid personhood.

These minds are weather subsystems. Your clouds, your in-formation networks, your clusters of your psyche, are in themselves composed of mind. They are made of “pixels of consciousness:” Sparks of awareness. Because of this, each of these clouds, who appear to be nested in fractal-like patterns, are in some sense, equally person as you. You are them. They are you. “You” are their egregore.

I'd broadly recommend not identifying with your egregore, but there are social and cultural circumstances in which behaving as if you are your egregore may prove beneficial. 

Perhaps a wiser person would produce the greater beneficence by not having an egregore at all, but I'm not there yet! Thus far I continue to do well for myself and others by altering my instincts.

By glimpsing the sky while shifting around the organs in your egregore, you deconstruct and reconstruct your ways of perceiving, your ways of understanding your perceptions, and your instinctive reactions to both your perceptions and your ways of understanding.

You can use these techniques to alter the egregore you inhabit, that inhabits you.

Who do you will as your becoming?

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