seth tapper:
I have a lot to say today!
The intuition that this all means something and that I am important and that what happens is important in some greater cosmic story is a big f'ing lie. Oh the pain and angst and fear and fervor it produces. Tomato plants do not suffer from such delusions. What makes you think you are so special?
That's great, Seth! You're on fire here and on the other cosmic thread. You're my favourite anti-hero...

I am just remaining open to whatever and not signing up to either camps. I live in the forest surrounded by trees/bamboos/wildlife. Some crazy synchronicities often happen when I am meditating in the DN. My hut is screened seemingly fine from insects in normal scenarios, BUT during DN, these insects will come and participate ONLY during DN. All kinds of insects will crawl on my body or take a bite in the worst places like eyelids on 3 separate occasions (where in normal scenario, I assume they know the victim will swipe at them?). All other times, I do not see them around at all. I am very skeptical and yet this has happened to other yogis who stay here and tell me of the same insect phenomenon in DN only. This repeats so often, it can't be all of us losing our sensible minds and subscribing to supernatural nonsense out of these DN moments, can it?
One other thing that puzzles me, my hut is surrounded by ants, they crawl EVERYWHERE, up and down the door, across the walls outside, to other huts but they never come in. All the food is in my hut man, the rest of the guys have to be so careful with storing food. They are just happy outside. What can the reason be? I have no idea at all. It makes zero sense not to go into my hut where there's unprotected food while thousands of them are scavenging outside for scraps. Dang they even scramble to drink the pee that I drip (accidentally) on the wooden planks outside. But they visit me in the hut, take a bite off me only during DN.
You could say I am crazy though hahaha.