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Anyone experienced both fruitions and hard jhanas?
George S, modified 5 Years ago at 1/14/20 3:01 PM
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Anyone experienced both fruitions and hard jhanas?
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I'm interested to hear from anyone who has experienced both fruitions (as described in Daniel's book) and hard jhanas. By hard jhana I mean something like Ajahan Brahm describes - no awareness of body or senses, no thinking, full immersion in nimitta and volition left at the door so you can't decide to come out once you're in until it happens of its own accord.
I had two or three fruition-like experiences a few months ago, but I'm not 100% confident because I wasn't on retreat, couldn't immediately repeat and didn't have any external guidance/confirmatiion. Since then I've been mostly trying to get into hard jhana and slowly getting closer (obviously trying is the wrong word because apparently you have to just let it happen!). Often I will have what I call a "jhana bounce", where the mind gets really still and quiet, it's starts to light up with an approaching nimitta, I feel myself falling into it and then I panic or get excited or start thinking and fall away from it. Ajahn Brahm calls this ping pong jhana I think. To me it seems like these jhana bounces are quite similar to what I classified as my fruitions before. The fruitions were a little more suprising and weird, whereas these jhana bounces seem more predictable, but mayabe I'm just getting used to these kind of experiences. I've been meditating pretty hard the last few months and made significant life changes and generally riding the spiritual horse as hard as I dare, so I'm suprised I've not experienced any more fruitions, if indeed that's what they were.
So here are my questions for anyone who has experienced both fruitions and hard jhanas:
1) Have you experienced jhana bounces? If so, were your fruitions definitely different experiences from jhana bounces? How so?
2) Did you experience fruitions before hard jhana and, if so, did they change after attaining hard jhana?
3) If you have attained fruition with duration, how does this differ from being in a hard jhana?
I know this may be a little controversial but it's a genunie practice-related question as it's been confusing the hell out of me from the limited perspective of where I stand. I know that fruition experiences are more recently documented (starting with Mahasi Sayadaw?) whereas jhanas were obviously in the suttas and have been hard since at least the Visuddhimagga. I'm surprised there's not more discussion of hard jhana on DhO since it's such a clearly defined attainment. It seems that fruition can cover quite a wide range of experiences whereas the accounts of people who have attained hard jhana are pretty consistent. My suspicion is that fruitions are easier to attain than hard jhana, but that's just my experience and as I say maybe I never experienced a fruition either ...
I had two or three fruition-like experiences a few months ago, but I'm not 100% confident because I wasn't on retreat, couldn't immediately repeat and didn't have any external guidance/confirmatiion. Since then I've been mostly trying to get into hard jhana and slowly getting closer (obviously trying is the wrong word because apparently you have to just let it happen!). Often I will have what I call a "jhana bounce", where the mind gets really still and quiet, it's starts to light up with an approaching nimitta, I feel myself falling into it and then I panic or get excited or start thinking and fall away from it. Ajahn Brahm calls this ping pong jhana I think. To me it seems like these jhana bounces are quite similar to what I classified as my fruitions before. The fruitions were a little more suprising and weird, whereas these jhana bounces seem more predictable, but mayabe I'm just getting used to these kind of experiences. I've been meditating pretty hard the last few months and made significant life changes and generally riding the spiritual horse as hard as I dare, so I'm suprised I've not experienced any more fruitions, if indeed that's what they were.
So here are my questions for anyone who has experienced both fruitions and hard jhanas:
1) Have you experienced jhana bounces? If so, were your fruitions definitely different experiences from jhana bounces? How so?
2) Did you experience fruitions before hard jhana and, if so, did they change after attaining hard jhana?
3) If you have attained fruition with duration, how does this differ from being in a hard jhana?
I know this may be a little controversial but it's a genunie practice-related question as it's been confusing the hell out of me from the limited perspective of where I stand. I know that fruition experiences are more recently documented (starting with Mahasi Sayadaw?) whereas jhanas were obviously in the suttas and have been hard since at least the Visuddhimagga. I'm surprised there's not more discussion of hard jhana on DhO since it's such a clearly defined attainment. It seems that fruition can cover quite a wide range of experiences whereas the accounts of people who have attained hard jhana are pretty consistent. My suspicion is that fruitions are easier to attain than hard jhana, but that's just my experience and as I say maybe I never experienced a fruition either ...
Milo, modified 5 Years ago at 1/14/20 9:46 PM
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RE: Anyone experienced both fruitions and hard jhanas?
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I like A.B. and listen to his podcasts frequently, but he's one of very few contemporary practitioners I know of who claims access to hard jhana as 'pure' as he describes.
Personally I spent a lot of time trying to perfect A.B. style hard jhana and could fade all the senses except for hearing. On my best days I could decrease hearing to the point where normal ambient noises faded out to 'nada' noise but really sharp noises could still draw my attention briefly out of the jhana, let alone if someone blew an airhorn next to my ear haha. If you get there my hat is off to you, and please do share your technique : )
Personally I spent a lot of time trying to perfect A.B. style hard jhana and could fade all the senses except for hearing. On my best days I could decrease hearing to the point where normal ambient noises faded out to 'nada' noise but really sharp noises could still draw my attention briefly out of the jhana, let alone if someone blew an airhorn next to my ear haha. If you get there my hat is off to you, and please do share your technique : )
Milo, modified 5 Years ago at 1/14/20 9:51 PM
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RE: Anyone experienced both fruitions and hard jhanas?
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Also, if you are looking for a way to tell that apart from MCTB fruitions, identifying fruitions tends to be about the setup, as others have reminded me on a few occasions, so I would review that part of MCTB if interested.
Milo, modified 5 Years ago at 1/14/20 10:05 PM
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RE: Anyone experienced both fruitions and hard jhanas?
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Also if you listen to A.B.'s podcasts you'll actually hear him hedge a little on what qualifies as (hard) jhana. Possibly he skips some nuance in his written material for the sake of motivating people, but I've never heard anyone ask him directly about that.
Nicky, modified 5 Years ago at 1/15/20 4:32 AM
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RE: Anyone experienced both fruitions and hard jhanas?
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By hard jhana I mean something like Ajahn Brahm describes - no awareness of body or senses, no thinking, full immersion in nimitta and volition left at the door so you can't decide to come out once you're in until it happens of its own accord.
I had two or three fruition-like experiences a few months ago, but I'm not 100% confident because I wasn't on retreat, couldn't immediately repeat and didn't have any external guidance/confirmatiion.
Often I will have what I call a "jhana bounce", where the mind gets really still and quiet, it's starts to light up with an approaching nimitta, I feel myself falling into it and then I panic or get excited or start thinking and fall away from it.
Ajahn Brahm calls this ping pong jhana I think.
To me it seems like these jhana bounces are quite similar to what I classified as my fruitions before.
I've been meditating pretty hard the last few months and made significant life changes and generally riding the spiritual horse as hard as I dare, so I'm suprised I've not experienced any more fruitions, if indeed that's what they were.
My suspicion is that fruitions are easier to attain than hard jhana, but that's just my experience and as I say maybe I never experienced a fruition either ...
Yes. Fruition of lucid stream-entry level is much easier to attain than hard jhana. In fruition of stream-entry, the mind will not cling to anything in meditation because the mind has seen clearly via lucidity of breath vibrations that any amount of attachment causes stress or disturbance.
When I first practised, years ago, no one talked about jhana. But today, people talk about jhana like it is a commodity, like it is an entitlement; like they deserve it. Ajahn Brahm says jhanas are states of letting go. Ego or self does not attain hard jhana.
Best wishes
T, modified 5 Years ago at 1/15/20 6:25 AM
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RE: Anyone experienced both fruitions and hard jhanas?
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Can you just give a few pointers on what you qualify as "quality?" I am genuinely interested in your experience and practice.
I have read quite a number of books describing practice. Daniel often says that practicing well is vital. I interpret that as really paying attention intently and noting the hell out of everything.
I have read quite a number of books describing practice. Daniel often says that practicing well is vital. I interpret that as really paying attention intently and noting the hell out of everything.
George S, modified 5 Years ago at 1/15/20 11:34 AM
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RE: Anyone experienced both fruitions and hard jhanas?
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Thanks for the tough love Nicky. In my gut I know you are probably right - no fruitions, no stream entry and certainly not hard jhana. My mind is still full of thoughts of attainment (and yes entitlement). It seems I've only just begun to learn the meaning of letting go. Back to the drawing board. Day 1. Again.