"The first is a momentary discontinuity, a “blip” in awareness. It is preceded by what feels like a build up of charge between two capacitor plates somewhere in the head (behind the eyes, forward of the pineal gland, about where the pituitary gland is located). There is also the sense of a physical flexing of some structure in the same location. When the charge builds up to a certain threshold, there is a very quick (milliseconds) discharge of energy during which consciousness winks out. After the discharge, there is the sense of the same structure relaxing."
Does anyone’s eyelids tend to want to close automatically when you experience a "blip"?
If I have one with my eyes open, then the mind comes back online with the eyelids mostly closed.
There really is some sort of flexing of something physical right above the pineal gland and then it relaxes back down as the mind comes back online."-This is the best fruition description ever. Its from Nikolai's practice log from 1st to 4th path on the hamilton project website: http://thehamiltonproject.blogspot.com/2011/06/yogis-journal-from-1st-to-4th-path.html Its him quoting another person, probably from the KFD forum.sorry for the wierd formatting