Hi Kelly, welcome to DhO. 

It's difficult to make any judgements based on the information given, though it could be related to the Mind & Body stage. It'd be helpful to hear further about what's been going on in your practice recently.  

Time viewed from spacious, quiet open awareness can seem "timeless", and, in my experience, spending more time in that "place" means that it arises spontaneously more often. Not sure if this is what you mean?

When things feel slowed down, see what it is like to let go of your feelings or conceptual characterizations about the experience, and just allow your mind to drop its resistance to what is happening. If you are able to do this, can you notice a quality of stillness, or silence to the moment, even in the midst of a noisy place, like traffic or some other chaotic setting? 

In my opinion this STILLNESS and "awareness/presence" is actually what is "normal". Bringing the mind home to this deeper "normal" is a great practice.

A further thought about time: When the mind is quiet, notice how the past and future are always simply thoughts that happen now.

aloha kelly,

   I sit for 45 mintes a day, and just setting a particular time for the duration of the sit can focus the mind on "how long" this time is and when it will end and allow us to return to activity. That this time elapsing is painful for you indicates that you are paying too much attention to "time" in its measured sense of minutes and hours. Time attended to in this way passes slowly, tick, tick, tick. Boring, yes. "Excruciating" - imagine how slowly time would go if you were literally crucifed, hanging on a cross, waiting to die of dehydration in a few days, instead of just waiting for a boring meditation period to end in a few minutes.

   The thought of time passing is just another thought. You are feeding it energy, and so it hangs around, bothering you. What I do when this thought arises - which it does often, not every session but sometimes a number of times in one session - it should be put aside, or alllowed to run its course and then dropped. This can be like, "don't think of an elephant," but with practice - what else do you have to do? - you can move on to less excruciating intrusive thoughts and deal with them. If you don't think of time passing you won't be bored. So don't think of tie passing; that is what meditation is for, finding that timeless place of peace and love.

   This becomes routine and after a while and pretty much automatic. Thoughts of time passing slowly and excruciating boredom are the ego asserting its desire to take central stage and complain. Treat eliminating these thoughts as a kind of trash removal. Much of my sit involves identifying and removing extraneous thoughts, and returning to silence.

   If your problem is mostly in the last fifteen minutes of your hour sit you might try cutting back to forty-five minutes. Or stop for a day or two and realize how much you miss it.

   You should enjoy sitting, generally. It isn't a painful exercise, it is restful and restorative. Don't work too hard at it. Stick with it and stay focused on emptiness.

   Good luck with your practice.

terry