| Also, my next job doesn't start for a couple of months, so I will have some spare time. I'd really like to make the most of it. Maybe go on a self retreat of some kind.
There are other things I would like to do too, such as learn to play the piano and get better at different hobbies. I'd like to be able to do these things in a way that improves my practice. Maybe working on improving my concentration while practicing the hobbies? Or doing noting while doing these hobbies? These days I don't feel like my concentration is that great.
I don't really know for sure where I am on the maps, if that matters. If I were to guess, I'd say I'm a ways into the dark night, probably Disgust. But I don't know if my symptoms are from the dark night, or just the results of my habits and events in my life. |